I guess I was underdosed for all this time. I've moved to 100 mg of sertraline. I feel normal for the first time in a couple of years. Maybe since before Ryan was born. I don't even know.
Things that would set me into a rage do not. My ability to work fast again is back.
I feel like I actually like things again. So, now, time to get on the exercise train and drop 20 lbs the second half of this year.
Ready, go.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Monday, June 18, 2012
I wonder when the last time I posted was?
I could just look, but that's WAY too easy. AHAHAHAA!!! I just checked. FRICKIN' MARCH!!!
Things have been good around here. Max has been doing much better with eating, sleeping, all things. He has such a little personality, just like Ryan does, but he is definitely his own man. He is not shy either -- he loves most people he meets, as long as he's not super tired. I can't think of the last time that he screamed bloody murder at me. It's been a LONG time. But, that's b/c he gets the sleep that he needs to survive finally.
Definitely a mama's boy though. I can't be far away.
7th anniversary came and went. Went to lunch, saw The Hunger Games (my newest obsession, fwtw) and had a great time.
Ryan turned 3 last month and it is DEFINITELY the "Trying Threes". Everything is a battle with him. He does try very hard to be good, but it's hard when you want to show that you are independent from your parents...and he has always been that way.
Max will be 6 months on Wed (June 20). I think we spaced these two out pretty well. I don't think that I would have handled them very well if they were any closer in age. This was really pretty perfect. I think if we do decide to throw one more in the mix, it will definitely be late 2015 or 2016. or whatever God decides, I suppose. haha
I don't know -- I'm just not ready to say "all done". It's almost like I would like to try and be better than 50/50 on pregnancy. But, is 60/40 really that much better? IDK. And I still sort of want a girl, but there's not a guaranty of that sort of thing, so I'm just not sure. I am definitely planning on being in Disney World in 2015 with my 5 yr old and my 3 yr old and my parents...and hell, whoever else wants to make the trip. And I would also like to go somewhere for our 10th anniversary, since we never actually took a honeymoon when we got married. After that, we'll see. We'll only be 35 and 36 at the end of the year. That's not terrible. Some people aren't even starting until 35 or 36, you know?
I think once we take care of the finances and Ryan starts school and the rest, it will be a-ok. I'm not ruling it out. Just not ruling it in in the next three years...at least. :)
Things have been good around here. Max has been doing much better with eating, sleeping, all things. He has such a little personality, just like Ryan does, but he is definitely his own man. He is not shy either -- he loves most people he meets, as long as he's not super tired. I can't think of the last time that he screamed bloody murder at me. It's been a LONG time. But, that's b/c he gets the sleep that he needs to survive finally.
Definitely a mama's boy though. I can't be far away.
7th anniversary came and went. Went to lunch, saw The Hunger Games (my newest obsession, fwtw) and had a great time.
Ryan turned 3 last month and it is DEFINITELY the "Trying Threes". Everything is a battle with him. He does try very hard to be good, but it's hard when you want to show that you are independent from your parents...and he has always been that way.
Max will be 6 months on Wed (June 20). I think we spaced these two out pretty well. I don't think that I would have handled them very well if they were any closer in age. This was really pretty perfect. I think if we do decide to throw one more in the mix, it will definitely be late 2015 or 2016. or whatever God decides, I suppose. haha
I don't know -- I'm just not ready to say "all done". It's almost like I would like to try and be better than 50/50 on pregnancy. But, is 60/40 really that much better? IDK. And I still sort of want a girl, but there's not a guaranty of that sort of thing, so I'm just not sure. I am definitely planning on being in Disney World in 2015 with my 5 yr old and my 3 yr old and my parents...and hell, whoever else wants to make the trip. And I would also like to go somewhere for our 10th anniversary, since we never actually took a honeymoon when we got married. After that, we'll see. We'll only be 35 and 36 at the end of the year. That's not terrible. Some people aren't even starting until 35 or 36, you know?
I think once we take care of the finances and Ryan starts school and the rest, it will be a-ok. I'm not ruling it out. Just not ruling it in in the next three years...at least. :)
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