I suppose

I should make a post since it's been a while. Nothing new to say though.

Work = same as always

It's foggy here right now. V. weird. I am planning on dragging the chritmas tree out of the apartment today, but I have lots of other things on the docket, so I might forgo that until we are back here on Monday afternoon.

Jake is working until 4pm today and then we are leaving for EC. Just to hang. I'd rather have the extra night, to make tomorrow last as long as possible. :) I'm not gonna go crazy. Maybe. No, I won't. Jake might. He gets together with Nims and Salwa and off he goes.

The more I hear about the "Hastings was broken into" story, the more it makes me think that hobos or high schools walked in to take stuff. That, OR, the neighbors wandered over for christmas presents.

I was looking forward to just a low key New Years party, but it really seems like it's going to be OC. Which, I don't know how I feel about that. Oh well. If I get over loaded, I'll just go back to Hastings.

For those of you not in the know, in 2005 and early 2006, when I did nothing but party and drink every weekend, that was depression. It really does change you pretty much. I don't think that I was clinical or anything, like the medication kind, but I wasn't right. My normal state is solitary. It takes an amazing amount of effort for me to be around people all the time. It's quite draining. That's why for 99% you would never see me at parties, etc. by the time I turned 23. I mean, let's be honest, when I was 23, I'd been in school (undergrad) for 5 years. I felt old. I am old. :) I do enjoy the low key parties -- where you can just sit and talk and hang out and don't have to have the music BLASTING!, but I really blame Jake for blasting music. :)

So, anyway, I don't know if I'm going to be a life of the party or what. I doubt it. I am looking forward to seeing Colio, but my guess is that he will probably be in public mode and it will be not very much fun. He (and all the other trombone players) will be in trombone player mode. If you are on the outside looking in, you know what I'm talking about.
Okay, that's not really fair right now, but I'm thinking that I have PMS, because I've been really angry since yesterday afternoon. Irrationally angry and quick to get pissssst.

Maybe I'll yell at Nims this weekend. He wanted me to the last time I was there, but I was mellow. OH well.

Okay, I have to go change the laundry and I'm going to start on making all the goodies that I am planning on making and taking up to EC with me. :)