And that was the most that I ever threw up.

Ate WAY WAY too much for dinner. Then went golfing with Jake. I don't know why exactly the golf made me MORE full after walking around and stuff, but I think that it has something to do with not processing all of the water that I chugged down. Needless to say, I only feel like laying around and not thinking. And trying to not throw up. Although...I bet I would feel a LOT better if I DID!

Shot a 38 on a par 27, which made me feel great! I even got two pars and was a millimeter from two birdies on the first hole and the 8th hole. And the 8th was 100 yds, but it was completely up hill. I don't know if I've just golfed more this past summer than before, but I have been doing pilates religiously everyday and I think that may have helped. I want to see what doing pilates 10 days in a row will do for me.

But, if I keep eating too much, it won't do jack shit for me. So, no more overeating. Guh. Plus, I just feel bad. Oh well. Jake and I are going to watch Narnia on the DVD and he will drink coffee, out of his new coffee maker that he bought today. He made $125 on a gig two weeks ago, so I told him that he could buy a new one. Then, he'll stop hinting that he wants a new one, when Christmas is a LONG way off.

I've noticed that many people are heading back to the Eau C this week -- Marching Band camp and the like. I don't know if I feel jealous or not. There are only a handful of people left in EC that I hang with or that I would call a close friend. Many are out and about in the world or we have just fell out of touch. I don't think that I am jealous, but one thing that I did learn (and I'm sure that I've said this already) was that seeing friends, when you are only seeing them a short time and then heading away where you won't see any again, reminds you of what you don't have instead of what you do have. Probably not a good state of mind. You just feel lonely. There's no one my age at work really and same with Jake and I don't know. I'm just not into that party scene unless I'm very comfortable with the goings on at the time (or I'm fucking trashed), so it is useless for me to go to bars in MKE, etc. That, and I'm really ready to be done with this place too...

NOW look where I am. How did I think myself down this road....? GRRRRR!

Anyway, MY POINT is that I miss everyone, but I don't think that I am that sad that it is back to school up there and we're down here. We'll be up there eventually. :)