Against my better judgement, I am trying to listen/watch the trial at work, since WEAU is streaming it over the web -- I mean, some parts are blocked out, because the judge says so, but some parts you can see and hear. Well, you can generally hear, just not always see.
But, I have to know. I HAVE to. If I could be up there everyday for the next two weeks, I would be, sitting and listening.
However, I have found that parts will probably be overhelming. Like this morning. I was listening and watching part and I just began to tremble and cry. Just like we were back 18 months. Then, I had to leave to go to a training thing, so I couldn't watch anymore.
I don't know how I would be able to sit there and listen to it all, if I were a relative. It would be very very difficult.
That being said, I'm going to keep going, because I have to know. It's important to me.
And now, lunch.
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