It's been awhile!

Oops!

Our vacation to Maryland was fun, but not terribly relaxing. Which is ok. Next time we go, I think that maybe we'll have to just take a couple of days in the city for ourselves. Or something.

Ryan is very much a 2 year old -- very full of mischief and laughter. And emotions and opinions. Mostly the latter. But, he's a very good boy overall. WORTH IT! haha

Nothing new to report around here otherwise. I can't decide if I am tired of my job or not. Lots of things to think about in the next couple of years. One more kid, for sure, then what? I just don't know if I see a future at that job anymore, and it sort of makes me sad. Also, I just don't know if my best is good enough for them. They almost expect me to be perfect and nobody is perfect. I just am unsure. I sure did enjoy not thinking one single thought about work while I was gone. That was awesome.

I just...I didn't enjoy hearing that after I busted my ass working on something all of November and December and weeding my way through the bull crap and coming to a conclusion on everything, that I didn't do it right. I didn't have a choice of what I did. I almost wanted to say that she should have been a better manager last year. She totally buried me and then when I was drowning, she couldn't throw me a ring fast enough, because she has people that she can't rely on, on the rest of the team. It's been better this year, with four of us, but I just don't know if I can trust her anymore and I don't know if I can work for someone that I don't trust.

So, I'm sort of stuck where I am right now. I'm not sure where to go from here. I suppose that we'll have a meeting about it eventually; I just can't decide where to go, what to do. I would like to go back to school, almost, but full time and do something new...or finish accounting and do that.

Lots of things to consider. I'm off to ponder some more.