Thursday, September 20, 2007

Do I have the patience for this?

I'm starting to question whether or not I have the energy/committment/patience to work full time and go to school. See, what I liked about St. Mary's was that I could take one class at a time. I didn't have to take two for 16 weeks -- one was 6 and the other was 8...or something like that.

I'm so exhausted by the end of the week and of course, the class that I am really needing to pay attention in and get a good grade and UNDERSTAND everything in is the one that I have no more energy to sit through. Plus, the way that she teaches and has us do the homework, etc., is the exact opposite of how I learn. So, it's like extra frustrating for me. Maybe I'm just having a bad week. I'm on track with my other class, so I'm just thinking that I just need to sit and study more over this weekend -- I didn't get to do anything on Saturday/Sunday/Monday this weekend, because we were out of town.

Le sigh. It's not a good start.

But, I think that I'm just having a bad week. I think that once I get past the makeup work that I have to do and sit and study up the basic chapters from the first month of class, things will be a little smoother for me. But, I do have a test next week, plus homework due, so it's never ending. Blah.

I have decided to start getting out at noon time and walk around the lake at work -- it's good for me. To walk and to get out of the office for a half hour.

Okay, I have to register for a run and then it's back to work. I just needed to vent a bit. I feel better.

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