Le sigh

I really want to go through all my pictures that I have and organize them better, but there are a million other things that I would like to do as well, and so that will have to wait. I'd like to wait until I have an external HD and can get some other stuff off the lappy. Like Battlestar. Which I STILL haven't watched. I'll probably go over to Mom and Dad's on Saturday and try to watch it. I should have gone over there yesterday, but I was too drained.

Plus, my mom kind of gets on my nerves sometimes and I just want to shake her. She's always just so down and negative all the time, which is weird for someone who survived cancer. I think that she just was expecting to lose weight with radiation and chemo but it didn't make her THAT sick and she just ate whatever. So, now, she's pretty much healthly, but now as all the problems that come with being overweight. I really want her to lose the weight, because it's too much for her body I think, but I don't really know how to help her. It so frustrating.

I love my mom, but I want her to care. It's hard to help her when she won't help herself.

I don't remember if I posted this or not (and I think that I did), but I'm pretty sure that I got into grad school (again). I didn't really have a doubt when I scored a 6 out of 6 on the writing section of the test. I'm pretty excited for that. I have an advisor and everything. I'm just waiting for the admission stuff to come in the mail, which will hopefully be next week.

I can't believe that I turn 27 at the end of the month. Life is so fast. I really (and I KNOW I've said this before) want to start a family soon. Like, before I'm 28. Or least in the works before I'm 28. It's so weird, because in the Eau C world, I'm the oldest, but out in the "real" world of working and stuff, I'm one of the youngest people. It's just so strange to me.

Jake apparently is going to be at the State Music Convention at the Beihoff Music booth. So, stop by, say hi and give him some business, so he can stay working for them. He's at the bottom of the totem pole there, you know. :) He's going Wednesday and coming back Thursday night, which, is, OF COURSE, the night before and the day of my birthday. Oh well. It's just another day. But, after last year, I really kind of wanted to do something a little more than just another day, you know? Last year, I worked 6 hours, drove to EC, played for Branden's Memorial Service and then went out to dinner with friends. Johnseb came, which was totally sweet. And she totally yelled at that waiter too. That was amazing. But, it was just strange. My parents didn't really get me anything, which was weird. We went out to dinner in Hudson a lot later after my bday and that was it. Just strange.

Oh well. Brookie is coming home the weekend after my bday, so we will probably go up there to see her and hang out. But, that is a couple weeks away yet.

Well, it's time Grey's anatomy. Bye bye!